
I really don't want to get started on my homework yet, so I'm going to talk about some random stuff now! I kind of want to tell my best friend about my YouTube channel, but at the same time, I would be completely terrified to. Maybe I could just tell her about my series and pretend it's not mine, and say I just really like the story or something. I'm going to get a little off topic, but last year, a couple of the popular girls in my school were talking about (of all things) A DOLL SERIES! It was a barbie series, but still! I was like "Whaaaa???" and almost considered telling them about my channel, but decided against it, considering one, the series they were talking about seems to have a lot of... Adult content for a series starring Barbie dolls, so they probably would think I was weird for having a channel devoted to American Girl Dolls, and two, if they did end up finding my channel and liking it, I would have to majorly sensor some of my rants I have down in the description when I have a bad day, and sometimes ranting helps me clear my mind.
Anyways, about my friend. I feel like if she did know about my channel and thought it was cool, it would be a really neat thing, and since she's my best friend I kind of feel like I should tell her about having over 800 subscribers on YouTube. But I don't know if she would think it's cool or think I'm lame or even weirder than she already knows I am, because as my best friend, she kinda has to have figured out that I'm a little more than somewhat insane. But when I was asking her what I should be for Halloween about a month ago, and I mentioned being Annabelle, she said please no, because dolls creep her out, especially dolls like Annabelle. I mean, my dolls definitely aren't like Annabelle, but she might think that my videos are creepy (especially if she watched one of my stop motions I stopped making because they take too much work and they never really come out that good). But I mean, she's my best friend. Shouldn't she be supportive of me regardless of what I do in my free time? But at the same time, I don't want to risk losing my best friend.... Na, I'll just keep it to myself.